The I Ching tells me to find the answer in myself, through peace and inner reflection.

I don’t know what I am or where to find anything inside me.

I want help but I don’t want to think.

I have put myself in a pot of boiling oil and I am surprised that the oil is hot.

The longer I wait the hotter the oil gets.

I don’t know how to hold two things at once.

I want to wake up and find something and follow that somewhere.

I would like to follow something wherever it might go.

There is no deus ex machina but I would like it if there was one (so I could follow it home).

Instead of being careful I’m looking through a window, but the window is smeared with grease.

I keep expecting to see something outside the window.

There’s nothing outside the window and nothing is coming.

I don’t know who or what I’m looking for.

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